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Thursday, August 30
with loves ♥


August30 :D
I'll close my eyes tight and wish with everything
That somehow I'll see your smiling face .
I love you so much and thats the reason why ,
I always want to be holding your hand ,
And always want to be kissing your lips . (:
August31 :D
Each night I try to go to sleep ,
But I find that all hopes are in vain ,
For I can't seem to get you out of my mind .
I'll anxiously wait the next time I see you ,
So I can see and hear you.
every time I think of you I find myself smiling ,
It's you that gets me past the hard things I go through . (:
MIA tml. sorry. (:

* je t' aime
8:59 PM




with loves ♥

HEEEEELLO :D

gna tio kan later, by momma lah.
F dad man. go tell her i bring friends home to cook.
sighs. ):

today met dear, thn met shona. (:
sitting infrnt makes me very irritated ! :x
eng tcher din come, the r. tcher kept calling my nameeeee. ):
recess, was effing hungry, but HornyB cried.
so pei her to counselling room, tgt with mich & shona.
aft that, quickly grab a burger & gobble :D
geog, was okayokay ?
art was shiat. kept scolding ms Yuen siao. thn she say i coward, cause i don dare to say sorry.
-.- idiot seh. not don dare, is don find the need. (:
aft that, maths, & sci. :D
went to kfc, & to prime mart to buy our ingredients and all. (:
back to my house, weiqin came.
lalala ~ failure siah. the sauce lik abcagnkengihjen disgusting !
so we threw it away. HAHAH.
went to annie's aft that, & baked cookie. :D
lol, i baked AI XIN COOKIE for dear. :]

loveloveddddd. (:

* je t' aime
8:54 PM




Wednesday, August 29
with loves ♥

August29 ♥

i will love you, with all my heart,
to have forever - never to part.
this is a promise engrained in me,
take my hand & let it be.
i'll cross the world, if thats wad you need.
just say yes & let your soul take the lead.
this promise means i sacrifice all of me for you,
understand this - & make our lives anew.

_________________________

SCH WAS OH-SO-UN-NICE. ):

good news :
- i passed my maths.
- the leadership program was funny & nice.
bad news :
- someone broke friendship with us.
- dear today morning abit feverish. &make me worry lik ~
- i cut myself during sci lesson ): cause i tried to squeeze in the thingy into the test-tube, but in the end, i broke it, & cut my own finger. din dare to rinse it under the water, but that aunty so fierce lah ): rinse it, but the blood din stop. so she used IodineSolution. i screamed, softly. PAIN LAH. hmphmphmph ! * ):

so overall, i din really failed any subs.
getting back eng tml, wellwell .
tml will be fun, i guess. (;
going to tm aft sch, buying tcher's day present.
&ingredients for spa-ghetti.
lol, they are coming over, to my house to prepare.
HAHAH, it's time alr, for me to show my oh-so-good-cooking-skills. :D
come to 1e6 class on fri, &i'll treat you. LOL.
not gna pon sch, cause nobody wna pon with meeeeee ~ ):

back to friendship,
we're tired of this. if you wna break sistership/friendship with us, i won't mind.
but, i want you to know. all we do, is for your sake.
its okay, if you don appreciate.
we'll still be your sisters. we'll be there for you, when you have troubles.
girl, stop hurting yourself, cause of HIM. *
love .

* je t' aime
8:25 PM




Tuesday, August 28
with loves ♥

spongebob ; middlefinger ; nehneh.
all by KAYA. (:

-----


28august

you're the one i couldn't forget,
even at the last breath i take,
you're the one my heart longs for,
cause i found real joy in you.
you're the one i'll love so true,
for you gave me same love too.
you're the one i needed most,
for i am so in love with you.

------
T.T

met dear in the morning, & went to sch at 8. :D
was late for dnt, cause of the SEP thingy.
just crap&crap, &crap.(:
ate during recess, &, i'm so fat. ):
went to eureka room during maths lesson.
that kuku mr ng, kept taking pictures. :x
aft that, walked pass dear class.
chinese lesson , eng & lit, was crap too. :D
lit TA, got 64/100, same as mich.
heheeee. we're the 11th in class.
but SHONAHENG, got SEVENTY-TWO. :/
ohweeeeells, she's one smartdumbass. (:
slacky week day.

ahhhhh. i wna scold ______ !
but i'm warned told not to.
urghhhhhs *
not pon-ing sch on fri alr ?
or maybe run out of sch.
LOL.

ohyes, im busybusy this week.
tml, staying back for that fugging thingy until 5.3o.
thur, going tm for tcher's day present, & baking cakeeeee @ someone house ?
fri, going back to pcs/719. (:

byebyebyebyebyebye, (:

* je t' aime
4:42 PM




Monday, August 27
with loves ♥

August27♥

the language of true love, is forever.
thats why, love never goes away.
i would give up everything, to spend forever with you.
for forever is worth leaving behind everything i have & do . (:


----------------------------
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, x.TEARS, & JIAHAO. (:

love. :D

met @ 6.30.
went to sch, &blahs.
eng was first, B.O.R.E.D. ):
chi was sucky ! did compo test. tcher din tell us in advance lorh. ):
recess was.... ate with hb, & the guys ran awayyyyyy. to them, we're lik monster, or something eh.
math, went to the Eureka room. that dno wad tcher horh, so fierceeee. thn i think she bushuang me & shona, cause we kept shouting. thn i kept looking down. cause dear having Pe mah. gah * the window so tall. -.-
geog, r.tcher came. (:
sci, class was noisy, so went out, thn to the parade sq. was HOT, but, dear is thr. so, nvrmind. :]
dnt, did finish our sculpture. :D

aft sch, sent shona back home. cause she emoooooo ~ ate, &slack &home. {:
stupid MichelleGan, now wad time only, sleeeeeeeeeep. ):
&anws, im bored. &tired.

B Y E .

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7:27 PM




Sunday, August 26
with loves ♥

Hold me close and don let go;
I'm so scared to be alone.
I've been by myself for too long,
And always had to be strong.
hold me close and don't let go,
For I never want to be alone.

♥ 我想就这样牵着你的手不放开.

boredboredbored. ]:
i. want. to. eat.
eh, i don wna go 2o3 alone.
im having tuition later, 2-3.3o. ]:
i cannot find any reasons to go &, not to go.
anws,
rmbr to visit http://www.kayaspacejar.blogspot.com/

&, rmbr to go 201,203 & basketball court, &200 plus der mac okay ! ;D

BYE.

* je t' aime
8:50 AM




Saturday, August 25
with loves ♥


August 26 '
You are my pillar ;
my stone of strength.
With me through all seasons,
and great times of length.
My love for you is pure,
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.
August 27 '
I wish I could explain how I feel without you.
When I am away from you my soul hurts with an ache.
There's no way that I can be happy, I can not even fake.
For you are my everything and all that keeps me going.
:D
- sorry, won't be online tml. having familyG at 203. meet me thereeee. (:
- &, vivian STEP DUMB, but she's NOT dumb. :D

* je t' aime
9:04 PM




with loves ♥

S.I.G.H.S.
i'm having moodswing, i think.
suddenly, don feel lik going back to pcs.
cause i don lik the feeling of receiving negative comments.
' AHLIAN ' . i guess, it's wad they will say when i go back.

met vann at 730 bus stop, & met kington at mrt station.
we went to return ashley her things, &, huiting waved to me. :D
aft that, they went to watch their movie(secret) , & i went to meet my aunt.
ate our lunch at central, & saw rat, jowilly, yilin. (:
walked around until 6plus, & saw that idiot - jx.
he don dare to look at me. sucksucksuck.
hah. & i saw that, always-with-junrong guy. he smiled at me.
homehomehome. &miss dear. ):

BYEBYE !
-----------------------------------------


:D

Sch was alright. (:
kept playing with the pig i bought for dear.
thn i asked msLiNan whether its cute, her reply was ' as cute as you.(: ' in chi.
thn i turned to HB & says, ' that means, its not cute. ): '
lit was first, was doodling.
pe, did retest, & 2.4. i passed luh. cause mrJae paired me up with carmen. :D
recess, din eat, cause was veryvery tired. ]:
mrVanan came into our class, & gave us back our test paper, I PASSED. believeeeee ? HEEEEEEEEEH. by half mark only. LOL. (:
sci was bored. music too.
everyone went back to class, & regina told me cca was cancelled.
AHAHAHAHAH. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY !
thn i went around telling everyone that cca was cancelled.
placed our bag right outside dnt room, thn thr was a guy, saying that he's bag is inside the room.
thn i stand beside the door, he stared at me, i stared back & smile. LOL. he don dare to go in :D
did dnt, & met kaya , saw raihan too. can't recognise him.
dno his hair so curly der mah ~ xDDD
went to dear hse, kaya lied to him that i din come.
but, i was under his blk all along, listening to their convo. :]
went up, miss dear ~
he slept for awhile, thn wake up, he coughcough.
i asked him to drink W.A.T.E.R, he went to drink coke.
dumbdumb. angry lea ! ):
went to ntuc, & saw billy. hahah.
fp. &homed. dad din say anything. :]
slept at 9. tiredddddddddd mah.

going tm later, with aunt.

BYE. :]

* je t' aime
8:46 AM




Thursday, August 23
with loves ♥


August20
i could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
watch you smile while you are sleeping,
while you are far away & dreaming,
i could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
i could stay lost in this moment forever,
whr a moment spent with you is a moment i treasure. (:
August21
dark days become sunny ;
frigid days become warm ;
rainy days become cloudless ;
&, lightning got wiped away from the storm.
all because you said one thing true,
all because you made me smile,
& because, you said ' iloveyou '. (:
August22
because of you, thr's a song in my heart.
because of you, romance had its start.
because of you, the sun will shine.
the moon & stars, will always say you're mine.
forever, & never to part. (:
August23
all of my life i've been waiting,
for a love to come knocking.
down on my knees im praying,
that you'll never say you're leaving.
you made my life complete,
you brought the light in my eyes,
you put caresses in my soul,
&, you sprinkle joys in my heart.(:
August24
some say perfection is unattainable,
For most things that's explainable,
But in your arms and with your heart's affection,
I have found a moment of perfection. (:

* je t' aime
7:54 PM




with loves ♥

♥ I miss you, more thn ever now. I miss you, for to me, you mean so much.
I love you, more thn all the stars in the sky. &, iloveyou more, with each promises we make.

[ Happy 1oo Days. :]

This guy - HuaYang kept appearing outside my class, every morning.
he kepts irritating me by saying ' walao, ni der stead ji shi huan wo contact lense ? '
-.- idiot lah, go palau ubin find him loh. I GO WITH YOU. (:
heeeh. but he's so nice to disiao.
i throw all my rubbish at him. HAHAH :D
Eng was first, tcher din come, AGAIN. :]
Recess, sat with the guys agn. ShaoHong treated me bubbleT. thn ChenE went to put the soup, for my noodles into the bubbleT. eww ! erhxin lea. sucker.
Geog, did Rivers, thn mrSliva came in. talked to us about bullying. LOL, amanda lah, kpo, bring kaiteng go counselling. asshole, we also never bully amanda, -.- thn kaiteng went to tell mrSliva about the bullying things, thn she says ChenEe bully her. hah.
Art, i kept saying Yuen LAMELAMELAME, but she din hear ? i think. LOL.
Maths, TA. kinda tough. no confidence luh.
Sci, went to 3floor with kelvin, to take our pratWB, thn went down to sci lab. FUN LAH. played with acid, mixed here mixed thr. they kept disiao me. ):
Aft sch, did my chi compo, & off to fp to makan, thn bought bbq net for dnt. went to my house thr the Senior Citizen to burn our net, so that it looks lik recycled materials. (: HAHAH. shona friends came, got 1 couple uh, so loving. i kept on ' omfg. piggggggggggggg ~ ' heeh. aft that, they went home, & vann came to my house. thn we talktalktalk, she say i pierce so many, lik ahlian alr lorh ! hurhur. i innocent lah. :]

tml dear coming back alr. (: heeeh. finally. miss him lik fugging alot. darn that girlguides okay. suck man. shit. toot. ass. gahgah. :D

BYEEEE. :D
- &lastly, happy100days, laogong. :]

sorry, MIA tml, cause dad using comp. ):

Girl ah, grow up okay. stop copying luh. have your own ORIGINALITY, please. boyf bought me gatsby, thn you also go buy. i buy wad, you also buy wad. i cut spike, you also wna cut spike. &, i buy things for my dear, you also wna buy. PLEASE LAH, DON HAVE YOUR OWN ORIGINALITY MEH ? i know i was a lil too harsh ystd, to ask you to stop copying me. but, seriously, i can't tolerate.

* je t' aime
7:11 PM




Wednesday, August 22
with loves ♥

I Got Lost Along The Way, Cause I Used To Follow You. I Look Around Me, & Wishing You Were Here, Cause I Miss The Things That We Shared. ♥

Science test was first.
msRavee absent, r.tcher came.
aft that was geog. vanan complained about our filthy classroom. :]
since when, was our classroom clean -.-
aft that was recess. ate 3/4 of my noodles.
the boys were so disgusting.
once chen ee sat down, partner & jinlin starts to : ' wo bang ni chi ... '
LOL, was fugging funny. thn jinlin took his prawns, thn he went to snatch, in the end..
the prawn dropped on the table.
HEEEEEH. &, i went to throw it into jinlin's bowl. :D
&jinlin went ' OIIIIII ~ ' the rest of us : ' siam ~ * take our bowls away* '
changed table. thn lotsa stupid things happened.
&, i kept on laughing. L.M.A.O. :]
aft that was eng, tcher din come agn.
chat&chat. aft that, was maths & thn chi. (:
went to whitesands aft schhhhh.
took prints with h.Bastard. was damn unglam.
we selected the ones we wanted, only to know that, the one we selected will be the ones we don want.
so we went : ' OMGGGGGG. EEEEEEEW ! '
HAHAH. funny luh.
laughed all the way until the mrt. people was looking at us.
so, we deco-ed the prints, kept writing '.... JIAOBIN. '
went back to sch, was late for archery, lucky thr aint any sch tchers.
went to a side, saw sebas, & yiyang.
so we chatted awhile, thn yiyang says : ' you wear this looked lik those ahma siah. '
hurhur. she talking about carmen, cause she's wearing my cardigan.
gahgahs. partner went to say, i wear also lik ahma mah !
thn yiyang says, at least i looked better.
teeeheee ~ okay, nvrmind.
archery was fun, disiao-ed the instructor. [:
aft that, home.d. was dead tired.
maths TA tml, shagged, NO confidence.
i kept on having that f-ing headache luh. painpain.

sighs, if only dear is here now. ):
'2 more nights, i'll be able to meet him.' i kept telling myself.
Yes, i controlled my emotions in class.
Boy, I Miss You more, each day. D:

` Jaslin , Kelly Precious , MsYiYi.
thnks for all your encouragements words. :]

* je t' aime
8:47 PM




Tuesday, August 21
with loves ♥

I'm Lost ; I Miss You ; I Long For Your Love ,
My Heart Gets So Weak That I Can Hardly Breathe.

Sch was okay, dnt first.
sighs, was moody all the way.
although i din cry, they all know, how i felt inside.
din eat during recess, just laze around.
after that was lessons & lessons.
nothing much today.
sci TA tml, not sure whether i'll pass.
i'm more worried about thurs, my maths test.
anws, thr's archery tml.
4-6. sighs *
aft sch, headed home.
went to ikea with dad, he wna buy comp chair.
& he told me, sept holis, we going genting.
3D2N. i say i don want.
he ask me ' stay at home do wad ? ' sternly.
knn. he suckkkkkk lah. i go spend all his money.
fcker. ):
aft that, waiting for cab that time, got 3 SACS girls kept looking at me lah.
wakao. never see bfore meh ? :/
3moredays to friday.
imy, i really do. ):

* je t' aime
8:40 PM




Monday, August 20
with loves ♥

I MISS BOYUNNNNNN ~ ]]]]]:
it's the first day of obs only, can you imagine the following 5days ?
i will faint, or ? ):
sighs, i really miss him luh.
i cried for lik 123456789 times today. almost every lesson.

so, i met laogong in the morning.
thn we went to sch, & i started crying.
all the way until im inside sch, bfore & aft pledge.
eng was first, just crapped with partner.
aft that was chinese, crappy ~
recess time, ateateate.
thn was maths, tadadada ~
geog, did test. gna failllll, hopefully, not a single digit. (:
sci was next, did revision agn.
thn dnt, was kinda fun. :]
aft sch, have extra remedial with msRavee, & i begged her to bring me to obs tml. cause she's goingggg ! 1pm - 5pm. she said :

tcher : if i can bring you go, i'll bring you go. *pause for 10secs*
me : YAYAYAAY ! *happyhappy*
tcher : ...but, i can't.
me : wtf :x * show kuku face *

aft that, went to tm, shopped awhile, & went to take neoprints.
with, shona, michelle, yiyang & jinlin.
heh. kinda nice luh.
aft that, went to eat with momma. home.d :D

imagination runs wild again, i started missing you,
tears welled up in my eyes, but i won't cry.
i promise you not to be sad, not to worry.
sorry, but i broke the promise. ):


this is to show , kaya has no brain :


because, i told him i wna have 12 more piercings, thn enlarge it, ask him to imagine. :x oh, anws, i was just joking. :]


* je t' aime
7:52 PM




Sunday, August 19
with loves ♥


August19
for once in my life,
i have someone who needs me.
someone i've needed so long.
for once i can touch,
wad my heart used to dreams of.
long before i knew,
someone warm lik you,
could make my dream come true.
dear, i'll miss when you're away. i'll worry. promise me to take good care of yourself. don worry about me, i promise not to do silly things. you must behave okay. my heart will always be with you, & my heart will watch over you. :D aye i'll miss you. though its just 5days, it would seem lik so long. I love you dear. always bear that in mind. :]

* je t' aime
8:45 PM




with loves ♥

Sighs,
today is boredboredbored, as usual.
rachelle & partner pierced their earbone alr. they are piercing their nose tml, &amp;amp;amp; they kept on begging me to join them.
MIA on mon & tues. :]
that's all for today, i guess.

Bye. {:


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7:14 PM




Saturday, August 18
with loves ♥

August18
every moment i spent with you,
is every one of my dream coming true.
more than words,
i want to show you how i feel.
someday, sometime, someplace, i will.
love is a journey for two.
step by step,
me & you, the future we can see.
let love lead the way.


* je t' aime
9:35 PM




with loves ♥

我的世界精彩,只因为你存在.

monday is cominggggg ):
shiatshiatshiat. *

met dear in the morning, sch-ed.
family time, did reflection.
the rest of the half&hr, is by classC.
lame luh. whole class so noisy :x
nobody listen to them. lolol.
lit ; i passed my test, lik finally okay ! 14/25. HAHAH :D
pe ; nothing much. did retest. me & michell & teresa got pe excuse. :]
recess ; ate noodles. me & shona, tgt with class boys. chen ee is shiat man :x went to hall for iconnexion thingy -.-
sci ; did revision, tcher say maybe having extra lesson on mon. lol, mon uh, my mood will be screwed, all the way until fri.
music ; did lame things. :x
aft that, dear waited for me outside sch.
lol, jasmine says im evil :
cause i let my boyf wait for soooo long.
hurhurs. sorrysorry dear ]:
thn 1.15 passed ms lau the form, thn went to meet dear.
go his house, sleep awhile, went to mamashop to buy things.
go back, & sleeeept.
sighs, time passed so fast ))))))))):
aft that, dear send me home.
imisshimmmmm ]]]]]]]]:

maybe going beach road later.
aunt wna buy sofa :x

boyfriend, i promise you my stay. * :]

* je t' aime
8:57 AM




Thursday, August 16
with loves ♥


August16
you gave me your love, lifted me up ;
now im looking at forever,
when i thought,
i'd never see that far.
you, you're in my soul wherever i go.
righht from the start,
your love was written on my heart. :D
August17
living my life so long,
w/o knowing your existence,
thn came a day,
we felt each others presence,
guess wad's meant to be will always find a way.
love creeps into hearts & decided to stay.
in a world of only "you & i",
& a love, shared between two. :]

* je t' aime
8:11 PM




with loves ♥

I. AM. NOT. AHLIAN.
okay, i should stop piercings alr.
i pierced twice this weekkkkkk :x

morning, met dear, &sch.
eng-ed ; did NIC.
recess-ed ; ate burgerrrr .
geog-ed ; revised mapwork & weathering & errosions.
art-ed ; drew the signboard -.-
math-ed ; lalala ~
sci-ed ; kept laughing with amalina, tcher kept staring at us. LOL, cause i kept muack her ! thn she laugh lik siao. thn both of us tried to do it at everyone. hahah. funnnnnnnny. :D
aft sch, went to shona's , thn to mine.
took money, & off to tm !
on the bus, saw huiting airen, & ashley sweetsweet.
cannot recognise airen sehs :x
cause she tied up her hair. hahah.
actually going back to sch for dnt, but the room closed alr. ):
soooo tm. i saw edwyn. :D
he called me, thn i stare at him for awhile :
' you edwyn uh ? '
he ' yeah '
me ' oooooh. hellohello (: '
went to open plaza, saw someone lik kx, but its not lah.
went into the aircon room for awhile.
came out, thn saw kx ! :x
ask him to call dear, he call ler.
thn dear don want come, so i say bye.
thn he asked me to F off.
gahs * so ahbeng :x lik that bully junior siah.
next, to (forgot which shop) to pierce my earbone.
dotdotdot. went to cs to take prinnnnnts. (:
aft that rushed home.
saw my cousin while walking to the inter.
he say : ' wah, ahlian ah. ' :/
tried to change to transparent stick.
but cannot siah :x pain lea. gahs *
ooooh, the boys went to andy's, & they say andy fall into the pool !
HAHAHAH. LMAO. his bag & fone drop inside too.
thn he cried -.- LOLOLOL.
& andy called me ahlian, cause i din reply him on msn !
wtf laaaaah. i not ahlian.
i so guai okay. im the guai-estestest lah ! :D

BYE !

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6:32 PM




Wednesday, August 15
with loves ♥

/ 我的世界精彩, 只因为你存在.

Happy3Month love.

because of you , my world is now whole. because of you, i have laughters in my eyes. I just wna spend more time with you bfore you go obs ): in my heart i know what i feel is true, i would give up everything to spend forever with you. when you hold me close, i wish that the moment would never end. you came along and showed me love is beautiful, the day that i saw you, my heart melted. it was true love, because i felt it. you changed my life in so many ways. i spend my days thinking of you - of how you make me feel. you're the special one, who makes me feel like my life's begun. iloveyouuuuuuuu. (:

* je t' aime
5:15 PM




Tuesday, August 14
with loves ♥

August14
i never knew thr would be a better tml,
but you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrows.
my days of sadness are a thing of the past,
because I have found true love at last.
my days of emptiness are gone for good,
cause you fill a void in my heart.
you've opened a window ;
you’ve shown me the light ;
&, my love for you will continue to burn bright.
August15
if thr were no words, no way to speak,
i would still hear you.
if thr were no tears, no way to feel inside,
i'd still feel for you.
& even if the sun refused to shine ;
even if romance ran out of rhyme ;
you would still have my heart until the end of time .
you're all i need, my love, my valentine .

* je t' aime
8:06 PM




with loves ♥

won't be blogging today.
& maybe tml.
sorryyyyyyyyy !
tml, due to going to aunt's house for dinner.
sorry. sorry. &sorry.

BYE.

* je t' aime
8:00 PM




Monday, August 13
with loves ♥


August13
I've dreamed of this a thousand times bfore ,
but in my dreams I couldn't love you more .
I will give you my heart until the end of time ,
you're all I need, my love ! :D

* je t' aime
8:59 PM




with loves ♥

4 in the morning - gwen stefani :]

Today Rock . :D
& boyf is sooooo keai just now.
i called him twice, he din reply.
aft a few mins, he called back.
in his half-awake tone. LOL, thn he lik blurblur one.
okay, SO. CUTEEEEEE. omfg.
ohoh, & the boys went to 77street to pierce their ear.
zzz. got free one, don want.

sch was okay. eng & chi was just crap.
chi tcher kept asking me to stand, thn i seat, thn she ask me stand. :x
kukuhead -.-
recess. maths.
oh, i passed my maths test. :D
aft that geog, that f-ing tcher, say, the project's deadl postponed.
gahs. aft that was sci.
did SPA, also sian.
thn dnt, stayed back until 3.
draw untilllllll ~ urghs.
aft sch, go meet dear, kx &amp;amp; their friend.
thn their friend, help ME pierce ear.
LOL, & i scream lik wad. :]

anws,

HAPPY 4MONTH, JASLIN&GABRIEL. (:

BYEEEEEEEEE /

* je t' aime
7:17 PM




Sunday, August 12
with loves ♥

( I did this by myself, smartttttt righht ! :D )
August12

in your arms,
i can still feel the way you want me
when you hold me.
i can still hear the words you whispered,
when you told me.
i can stay righht here forever in your arms,
& there ain't no way im letting go of you.
love, imy. ):

* je t' aime
7:45 PM




with loves ♥

YYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY ME ! :D
- for some reasons, you should. :]

tuuuuution cancelled.
so, went to cs for hagendaz ?
shopped awhile. thn saw my cousins at ntuc :x
first thing i heard :
WAH, AHLIAN UH.
mmeeeeee : -.- :x
lol. thn mom told me kenneth, says i ____-er ler. & crappppp. :/
anws, homehomehome.
packed my stuffs for awhile, & S.T.O.N. ):
shona wants me to do report for geoggggg.
with carmen, but she's f-ingly offline.
H.O.W ? sure kenna scolding from that asshole lurh. ]]]]:
sighs, i din even do a report bfore. goshhhhs *
headachhhhhhe lah ]:

BOY, I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUU. ):

* je t' aime
7:39 PM




with loves ♥

` 在你怀中被爱占有, 那种满足是一切都比不过 .

sighs, don feel lik blogging alr.
anws, its monday tml. :]]]]]]]]]
&obs is coming, in a few days time. ):
jaslin patched back with gabriel alr.
heh. she show me with gabriel says to her lah.
lolol.
i wonder hows our report :x
heheh.
i'll blog tonight,
since tml is monday. (:

* je t' aime
8:55 AM




Saturday, August 11
with loves ♥

i lose my sense of wrong & righht. i cry , i cry. i'm shaking from the pain that's in my head. i just want to crawl into my bed and throw awaythe life that i led. i get killed softly, heart slows down and i can hardly tell you i'm okay.

* je t' aime
9:05 PM




with loves ♥


August11

you have faith, when im faithless.
strength when i don.
you believe in me, when i won't.
you are patient, you are true.
your love is what gets me through.

:]

* je t' aime
7:44 PM




with loves ♥

/ 爱将会克服一切, 在我心中我不会停止爱着你.

Pills, the current trend.

he is still going obs.
& he is asking whether he can pierce.
gahs * i think, im emo-ing with jaslin :x
sighs. jaslin got problems with gabriellllll. ):
she din eat for 2days, & took 4pills, & cut hands.
ahhhhhh *

okay, so wad i did today was :
SLEEP. &eat. [:
LOL :x din even study man :x :x :x

* je t' aime
7:25 PM




with loves ♥


took me so long to sleep last night, because :
i din talk to dear on msn ):
& this morning, i talked to him.
but he din reply.

im studying later, yes, i am.
wont be online from 11-6. [:
because dad needs to use the comp ):
& i need to studyyyyyyy ~
dear, you need to study also horh ! :D
im craving for peanut waffle.
heh. i'll get that laterrrrrrr :]
bye, for now.

* je t' aime
8:37 AM




Friday, August 10
with loves ♥

( fck my family, fckkkkkko. )

August 10 ,
Never had a feeling Of love like this ;
Never thought my life could change With just one kiss ;
Never had a reason To spread my wings and fly ;
Never saw forever Until I looked in your eyes.

* je t' aime
9:17 PM




with loves ♥

hohoo [:

im blogging, secretly.
cause dad is sleeping. F him :/
today is fun, & nice. :D
met shona, rachelle & weiqin at inter.
thn zhengyuan took the same bus as meeeeee :x
thn i kept on hiding. but, don think he saw me.
anws, we mrt-ed to eastpoint, and shop-ed awhile.
went to partner hse, thn went to fetch dear.
did project for awhile thn partner went to cook egg & bread for us. (:
niceeeeeee lah.
i share with dear, thn shona share with weiqin. :D
did project for awhile, thn played truth or dareeee :]
LOL, ahemhemhem things *
Aft that, partner’s grandmamma come back, kp we play inside the room.
& kp we sit on the bed. -.-
thn me & dear go eat ljs, the rest went home.
heh. saw weiqin & shona kiss sehs. [:
anws, dear tell me he don wna go obs ler.
because of ME. ):
he don want me to be sad lah.
Sighs, I don want him to regret, so, please dear, think it over lah. :D
Love, I seriously cherish you. *

* je t' aime
8:44 PM




with loves ♥

♥. 不管路会走得多远,爱会等得多倦,心永远不会变. ]

SIGHS.
weiqin is going partner's later.
sighsighsighs -
oh, & we're all meeting at tamp mrt , 1230. ]:
my plan is screwed man.
thks to my dad, fckerrrrrrr. :/
OH. &DEAR'S SISTER VERYVERYVERY CUTEEEEEEEEE.
that day, i went to his house.
thn i was in his room, thn dear went out to open the door for kaya.
thn his sis peep in from the small lil hole.
LOL, thn she tried to open the door a lil more.
lmao. very keai okay.
anws, love, im not sad. [:

* je t' aime
8:44 AM




Thursday, August 9
with loves ♥

i lose my sense of wrong & righht. i cry , i cry. i'm shaking from the pain that's in my head. i just want to crawl into my bed and throw awaythe life that i led. i get killed softly, heart slows down and i can hardly tell you i'm okay.

those dreaded goodbyes.

CARMENCHEOK OFF HER FONE LAH. :x
she cant even confirm the time&stuffs with us.
we need to pass up the project on monday, 13o8 :/
- slideshows & report.
i must go out tml, seriouslyyyyyyyyy.
sighsighsighs.
goodnight.


* je t' aime
9:39 PM




with loves ♥

ndp is starting in lik halfanhr timeeeeee. :]
will blog about it later,
&sorry love, got so lil time with you today.
D:
--

♥ 你永远是我的最爱, 不管爱你有多难, 我的心只想属于你. :]

zzz.
happynationalday. :]

something wrong with the people opp my blk :x
last night, they played 'umbrella' until sooo loud.
&this morning was ' will you ' ?
tuition later , 1130.
ahhhhh. i cant pon cca next fri sehs.
unless, i get a Pe excuse, or cca cancel.
cause i wna pei dear lah ]:
dotdotdot.

going HB hse tml.
with rachelle, &shona.
for our geog's projecttttttt ]:
- on volcanoes.

byeeeeeee (:

* je t' aime
9:27 AM




Wednesday, August 8
with loves ♥

August8
the time has come for me to believe ,
the safest place for me to be,
is in your arms .
when i draw near to you,
you meet me, whr i am.
you're all i need & i realize,
my life belongs to you. (:
August9
i need to be next to you,
sharing every breath with you.
i need to know,
i can see your smile every morning.
right here with you, is whr i belong.
w/o you, thr is nothing in this life,
that would make life worth living for.
:D

* je t' aime
9:56 PM




with loves ♥

SWEEEEEET :D
- classmates ; tchers ; gfriends ; boyf. :]
because, they really cares.
since lik ystd until today :D
everyone asked : ' vivian , you okay anot ? '
went to office with HB today, thn ms long was thr.
she talked to HB, thn i at one corner talking to the bald head thingy -.-
aft that she points at me : ' *mychiname* come here. you okay anot ? don take so much those kind of pills you know ? '
me : ' orh. okay. laoshi, nvrmind lahhhhhh ~ '
thn she smile, & beat my butt. lightly. LOL. -.-

oh. gna sleep at 11.
cause parents coming back late. :D

ohoho. & i wna watch SECRETTTTTTS. :]


--

Happy National Day - EVE. :]
1 more week to 3monthhhhhh :D
& 12 more days to his obs ):

morning went to vann's house.
took my belt, & met dear. (:
morning assembly & blah.
pearlyn suddenly faint, &bfore that she say to teresa :
' teresa, i wna faint alrd ' in chi :x
LOL. thn we sang the ' my people, my home ' ?
me & shona, kept copying the instructor. HAHAH.
our class went to the library.
thn 1/3 of us went back to class .
to do our last mins preparation.
did makeups for the ghosts.
thn went around the sch to paste our flyers ?
went back to class, yongfook scareeeeeed me :x :x :x
thn went to help the foodstall's people.
& ate their foods for free. SHHHHH ~
thn arrange back our tables, & clean our things.
walked back with dear.
planned to go his house, thn he say go pcs first.
went thr, quite a num of people thr ?
kelson say i changed. but i think he changed more. :/
heh. kept pinching kaya :D
went back to dear's house.
sleep rest for awhile.
thn 3plus kaya came to dear's house.
crap, &went down to eat.
went home lateeeeee, lucky dad din say anything ? [:

don spoil my mood today. (:

Lo . ve.
:D

* je t' aime
5:56 PM




Tuesday, August 7
with loves ♥

August7

you're beautiful so silently .
it lies beneath a shade of blue .
it struck me so violently ,
when i look at you.
:D

* je t' aime
8:59 PM




with loves ♥

sighs ]: feel so bad. effing terrible. ): i kept forcing myself to vomiiiiit. i swear i wont take panadols alrd. rahs . vomit out that stinky medicineeeeee. SHIAT.
--

♥ 当你碰到任何困难, 我会守在你旁带你越过每一座山. :]

i waited half an hour for dear at cheers this morning.
]: dear din go sch.
dnt-ed. was okay ?
but i feel so damn sickkkkkkkkkkk.
recess.ed.
slept during maths & chi class.
eng & lit was okay.
aft sch, met dear.
went to staircase, 4.45 lik that went home ?
vomit out everything i ate, &drink -.-
still having headache, & feel lik vomiting. :/
but, much better alrd. [:

loveeeeees - ,

* je t' aime
5:14 PM




Monday, August 6
with loves ♥

[ / im losing appetite , &myself too. ]
august6
with every appearance by you,
blinding my eyes.
can hardly remember the last time i felt like i do.
your heart beat is beating fast just like mine.
i will share the air i breathe,
i'll give you my heart on a string.

* je t' aime
8:51 PM




with loves ♥

PEARLYN SUCK. she scolded my baobeiiiiiiii ):
she will get it, tml morning.
she want cry uh, she wna attract attention.
okay, tml i let her ! cbkkkkkkkkkkk ~
she damn over ler lea.
she say to michelle : ' you think only you know how to scold vulgar meh, i also know lea. you stoopid idiot toad. ' blah.
don act innocent lahhhhhh. you think i care meh ?
tml morning scold her, she sure go find tcher der loh.
zzz.
jialin says she wna settle things with me, when she's scared of me ? :/
wakaoeh. fuck pearlyn. :x

headache. &i took everything i had with me.

BYE.


--

♥ 我宁可在糖罐里绕, 才不会想你想到没心跳好 :]
:D

sch was okay.
dear kenna hair cuuuut. :D
eng ; nothing much ?
chi ; tcher gave back our TA2, & i got 4th instead of 2nd. SHIAT THAT TCHER. :x
recess ; din eat.
maths ; i. flunk. my. test. ):
geog ; dno wad we did lah.
sci ; did workkkkk & blah.
dnt ; quite okay, the image board thingy :/

recess time, pearlyn says : ' wah. here to noisy alrd, i cant concentrate. * moves to another table * '
thn i know she talking about me & shona ler.
thn i jiu follow whr she go.
' wahkao. here to quiet alrd lah. you can concentrate anooooot ? '
thn i kept vulgar vulgar, she go kp to ms nadiah.
thn tcher ask me & shona go out.
she asked us why we kept talking about pearlyn.
thn i jiu : ' wah cher, we got talk to her MEH ? no lah. misunderstanding bah. '
LOL. tcher also nothing to say. -.-
went to cs aft sch, met zhengyu & dear.
bought shirt for dear. :D
shop awhile, mac-ed. &home.
dear kept disiao weiqin, ask him to kiss shona. :D
LOL :D
staying back in sch tml.
for national day's preparation :D
sighs ]: tireddddddd. :/

seriously, pearlyn got a BIG problem. she whr not happy, come find me lah. kept diao us, thn everything she say so bushuang us. thn i say her abit niah, she wna tell tcher, thn at thr cry. wad she want ? get everyone's attention ? shed crocodile tears only lorh. -.- S.U.C.K.E.R ~ only know how to tell stories, thn complain to jialin. lol, lik jialin dare to do anything to me ? she now don even dare to diao me ler lorh. :/

* je t' aime
5:07 PM




Sunday, August 5
with loves ♥


August5
i dream only of your closeness ;
only of your tears .
i dream of ways to please you ;
& to remove your fears.
because, you light up my days,
& fills my days with song. :D

* je t' aime
9:05 PM




with loves ♥

):
my earhole is pain mannnnn :x
because of montiq's earstick.
so damn thick. & i tried to squeeze in 1, plus the other 2 thinner one.
lololol. understanddddd ? :x
ohyes, stop asking me to edit YOUR pics. (jaslin, im not refering to you. :)
not lik, im your picture editor righhhhht ?
even if you wants me to edit your pics, you don hafta send me 325169570 pictures at 1 go right ?
urghhhhhs *
i bought my tee.
but its not very nice, &i don lik it very much. :/
pizzahut for dinner.
so fuuuuuuuuuull. :x
wads for sch tml ?
hohoho [:

Lo.ve ,




* je t' aime
8:34 PM




with loves ♥

♥生命之中没有你,好像天国没有美丽的嫁衣.
heyyyyyyyyylo [:

dear still in his lalaland uh ?
im lik sooooosoooooo hungry ):
tuition at 2-3.30/4.
aft that, going to tm for nat.d shirt. :D
actually, its just a excuse, for mom to buy shirt for me.
LOL. hopefully, aunt won't go with me.
thn will be me & cousin. {:
pingping called me last night, asked me wad happened.
lmao. thn i told her, i'll tell her today.
im HUNGRY. ):

cravings : pizzahut ; peanut waffle ; blackforest cakeeeeeee. (:

* je t' aime
9:32 AM




Saturday, August 4
with loves ♥

♥ 你的微笑编织了每一个奇妙

din buy any clothes ):
siansiansians.
J called Mich & tell her, she's scared of me. she scared i ask people go find her. blahblahblah & she cried.
lololol, scared, that day still so XL for wad ?
J&P apologise lorh. if not, mon you see. :D

&spammers, don be lame lah. get a life. if you not happy, come down lorh. you can find my blog, sure can find my msn lah. you spam in my blog for wad ? lik a give a F-ing damn -.-

BYE. [:

* je t' aime
8:11 PM




with loves ♥

August3
all my thoughts seems to settle on the breeze ;
when im wrapped up in your arms.
the whole word just fades away.
the only thing i hear,
is the beat of your heart.
August4
you were always thr for me,
the tender wind that carried me.
a light in the dark shining your love into my life ;
you've been my inspiration.
through the lies you were the truth.
my world is a better place, because of you.

* je t' aime
9:56 AM




with loves ♥

SHAGGED.

sch was tiring & crap ystd.
Lit ; wasn't paying attention.
Pe ; 2.4 ))))):
Recess ; played the temporary hair spray. [:
Sci ; tcher asked me to wash away my hair colour ]:
Music ; tcher never come, thn i was begging her to go to the music room. thn we walk pass 3e2, thn went to the music room, saw kayxian, & his class. lolol. thn cannot go music room, jiu go ava, but cher no key, thn i say i go down take, she gave me her pass, went down, thn cant take also. in the end, we went to hall. SLACK. -.-

bfore my cca, i asked siman to partner shona, cause they both no partner. thn she was ^*$)!$!^ ! scared pearlyn & jialin not happy. wtf man. thn i go up hall find them. thn they say siman partner shona okay. thn michelle asked why jialin not happy with us.

jialin : i whr got not happy with you all, i only not happy with shona.
me : lolololol. thn why you not happy with shona ?
jialin : just not happy lorh.

thn pearlyn walked away, thn she say ' jialin come, don talk to WULIAO der ren. '
wakaoeh. wuliao der ren horh. soooooooo GL for wad.

lol, i veryvery bushuang with them. mon, they will get it.
urghhhhs * went to tell cca tcher, i cannot go kayaking.
cause i go PE excuse.
thn dear went back to sch, in the end, went to RR ):
thn i went to slack with mich around sch.
waited for dear until 5 ? thn he met me at bluesea.
weiqin pei-ed mich to the doc.
thn me & dear slacked at voideck.
junrong and whoever came.
& he kept calling me D.A.I -.-
home.d. &, i suddenly miss boyf alot.

--

tuition later , 10-11.30 (?)
thn meeting aunt, going goodwoodpark hotel for lunch/brkfast.
fareast for ND shirt :D
sorry, i cant come online ystd night, cause bitch kept kp.

BYE.

* je t' aime
9:15 AM




Thursday, August 2
with loves ♥

Andy is fugger.
he don wna buy mac for me, & he kept on crappinggg !
he says i eat mac, wont grow tall. must drink calcium.
lolololol.

i wonder how is michelle ]:
her bf kept buying things for her, when all along, she needed love. *

lol, ms ravee talked about growing tall surgery, thn :
yongfook : vivian, you should go lea.
chen ee : vivian, i recommend you.

see lah. my classmates are evil.
2.4 tml , & i have my PE excuse.
but i guess, i'll still run.
i don think i will faint ?
HAHAH. andy alrd offered, if i faint, he'll call for ambulance.






August2
im thinking of you, day&night.
even though you don speak a word,
your voices is still in my head.
my love for you will never end,
you'll always be a part of me,
as long as time keeps on passing by.
for, it's all about you. {:

* je t' aime
7:57 PM




with loves ♥

HellO :D

sleeeeeepy ]:
went to vann's house ; met dear ; sch.ed
boyf ps me :x
eng ; did compo TA2 -.-
recess ; din eat, cause i forgot to bring wallet. ):
geog ; had class foto, thn went to return dear his tie bfore going back to class. lol, thn i wna refill water mah. thn tcher says :

tcher : no, cannot go toilet !
me : no, cher i not going toilet !
tcher : nononononoooooo ~
me : wait ! wait ! wait lah cher.
tcher : okay.
me : i want go refill water, i need to eat medicine you know. if i don eat horh, later i faint/die in class how ? LOL
tcher : okay, go. but i no pass, later dm catch you your prob.

lololololol. aft that was art. did crappy things. thn yongfook cut the waterbottle into half, & squeeze it into his ____, & he played with it. eeeeeew ~
maths ; bully andy. :D &asked him to buy mac for meeeee ]: & i kept singing ' umbrella ' , he was lik ' walao, you sing mediacorp collapse liao ' . he dumb lorh, i seldom sing infrnt of people :x
sci ; nothing much. yongfook show his NI____ ! -.- omfg.

things happened between mich&her stead.]:
walked around sch, thn jeremy&xin ren they all sitting thr.
they kept calling my name, thn asked me go thr.
thn i went, they say : ' da xiao jie ~ ' , one by one okay -.-
i was lik, ' erhhhhhhhh.. '
went back home, kx under my blk, he say :
' she's vivian. &boyun stead. '
lol, something lik that. in chi i think. thn he asked me to sit.
thn i just stick out my tongue, & walked awayyyyyy. lmao.

friday tml ]: having kayakinggggg.
tired loh. anws, ms li nan, says i got 2nd in class.
for the chi TA2. :D
sighhhhhs ' huipin is forever the top in chi lah ))))):
[ /edited ]
ohohoh. & im abit siao today&lastnight, i kept on mimicking LA BI XIAO XIN ! :D
lololol. i think he rock. he is soooo cuteee.
thn shona laughed lik %#@&@(* when i mimic him.
' wo shi la bi xiao xin ohhh ~ '


boyf & kaya bought gatsby for meeeeeee ~
aww ! thhhhhks. loveeee :D

BYe. (:

* je t' aime
2:53 PM




Wednesday, August 1
with loves ♥

new link ; please, relinkkkkk (:

sch was okay.
but i din get my lion head sweet ]:
dear say he will buy for me tml. :D
sch was okay, dear sat quite near me during morning assembly [[[[[[:
lololol. sci-ed ; geog-ed ; recess-ed .
engggg, was bored man :x
maths, bored too.
mother tongue, went to hall.
gerald point m. finger agn.
thn the boys kept snatching my bag. :/
pei bastard go toilet.
thn saw reeve, B asked who is junior.

reeve : i only know who is boyun.
me : laughs *
reeve : why leh ? you wna jio him uh ? he very shuai der. bao ni yi jian zhong qin (?)
lmao. assembly was okay, amalina kept screaming :x
tm-ed.
bought hair spray ; lipstick ; nailpolish.
& i bought foundation & eye shadow for my own use. :D
home.d. mom scold abit.
lol, super tired ]:
eating dinner with family, aunt & grandma later -.-
BYE. {:
dear just now so cold )

:

* je t' aime
5:23 PM






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