I read those letters we wrote in the past.
you said i belonged to you.
you said we'll be partners forever.
you said she aint gna snatch me away from you.
din you ?
S.I.G.H.S ]:
someday, sometime, we will be tgt again. (:
__________

Happy Four Months , Love. :D

woke up at 11 -.-
prepared everything and out at 12.
went to parkway, aunt did her treatment.
so i stoned awhile.
went to giant, to buy my drink.
queued for 15mins for 1 bottle of drinks. -.-
went to buy stationaries.
bought file for dear, cause his worksheets are lik -.-
hahah, mine aint any better too.
home.

gna dl the assignments later.
cause i din receiveeeee.
its either i gave wrong email, or the tcher retard ( as stated from andy. :)
gna study too. I AM. :/

lovelove, baby. (:

:D

sch was okay ?
lit was -.-
i was asked to stand, tgt with jinlin, cause he spoke chi to me, & i replied in chi ~
so i went URGHS.
mdm saleha asked the whole class girls, to clip up their fringe.
i went URGHS-ER -.-
clip, let tcher see, thn she help me clip.
scaredddd lah, cause rachelle say she'll confiscate earstick / studs.
but she din :]
did volleyb for PE. tiring, but fun still.
recess was blah too.
so many embarrassing stuffs.
yongfook kept pulling down the guys pants .
ahhhhhh. lik wtf -.-
everyone rofl their ass out.
sci next. was doing my own stuffs.
music was bored, & noisy too.
f-ing tcher, she got no control over my class seh -.-
girlguide, bored too .
aft that, went to dear house.
slept awhile, his dad asked us go out, thn talk.
lol, his dad quite nice mah, dear lik -.- him.
kx came, with erhhhhh.. forgot who alr.
thn they went to downtown, i went home.

kept motivating myself to study, but went i got home.
i watch some tvvvvvv, & i went into my lalaland. :D
woke up, use comp, dear is not back yet. ):
BORED LAH.
hmphs . friendster is having problems agn.
it's either, you study with me tml, or i'll go OUT.

l.ove -

HAPPY 5 MONTHS JASLIN & GABRIEL :D

sch was as usual bah.
just that im veryvery tired.
geog test, i wrote crap okay.
thn i'll get back crappy results . ): FFFFFish. :]
went to kfc aft sch, with dear, huayang, michelle, shona, chenee & company. (:
homeeeeee. slept, tuition.
was mugging very hard during tuition.
i din even stop, cause i know, dear also studying :D
lol, normally ah, tuition for me is very slacky.
i did a few ques only, but today was lik WOAH. :]
dear is having his oral tml.
must muggggg uh. :]
& im having my cca.
lame ass. * still need to bring song boooooook.
shit man. :/


ohyeah, tags without name, will not be replied, or entertained.
don be lame, im not scolding her or wad. :D
we're still friends, forever. (:

BYEBYEEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEEEEE ~

ORIGINALITY , sister.

you copy everything that i do.
i cut spike, you cut it too.
dear bought me gatsby, you bought it too.
i bought hair straighter-ner thingy, you bought it too.
dear tickled me, thn in the past, you did the same thing to him* too.
lik wtf okay. enough is enough.
i'm not trying to say anything, but yah.
originality. not everything i do is right.
i'll tolerate it this time, but not the next time lah.

GEOGRAPHY TEST TML, IS GONE CASE.
gna wake up early tml, & study, aft that meeeting dear.

loves. *

:D

met dear, i was LATE. ]:
staircase ~ thn i did my work, he disturb me. :D
went to sch, met michelle. she shout my name dao so loud. :/
dnt first. other groups presentation.
recess. wna buy drink, nobody wna pei wo.
thn the boys kept pulling/messing up my hair , since ystdddddd ~
hurhur. thn my rubber band broke. LOL.
shona lend me hers. (: thnkkkkks love.
aft recess was maths. :D
ms hidayah came awhile, & gave rachel the class photo.
OHMYGOD LAH. IS DAMNDAMNDAMN UGLY, NERD, IDIOTIIIIIIIIC = ME.
yes, seriously. -.-
chi next. was very guai, i did work. :D
eng, got grasshoper, the whole class in chaos.
lol, tcher can't tahan us.
lit, went around the whole sec1s to lend charlie & choco factory.
thn saw dear class got MrsOh . :x
very tired luh.

dear now at fp.
i wna go der loh, shona idiot. HAHAH, kidding.
hohoh. bored luh, Bye. :]

HELLOOOOOOOHELLO. :D

met dear, thn he lik coolcool lik that. LOL :x
cause he don wna talk to me mah.
eng was okay ?
chi was crap luh. i kept un- tie & tie my sch laces.
i walked with my socks.
tcher kept on asking me to wear my shoes.
until she cannot tahan me, ask me stay back.
so, me ; shona ; rachelle ; jinlin & chen ee stayed during recess.
she says : although your chinese is good, that doesn't mean you can talk during class. i don't want your results to be worse. if not, i'll give you HELL. ( in chi )
-.- my chinese alr bad liao, from 4th in class, can go till i dno wad.
recess. maths. geog. sci. - sleepy.
until, i saw dear. & i went ' PIG. PIG. PIG LEAAAAAAAAAAAAA. ~ '
hyper alr. & they kept talking about __ * make me laughlaughlaughhhhhh.
dnt next. we were the first group to present. OHMYGOD. -.-
aft our presentation, mr wong asked the class :
mr wong : do you have any question ?
me : NOOOOOOOO. :D
mr wong : are you clear ?
me : YESYESYES. :D
mr wong : i'm not asking you lah.
me : AH ? :DDDDDDDDDD

lol, funny luh. jinlin kept di siao me. idiottttttt. :x
went to bluesea aft sch, thn kfc, thn home.
tml, SIAN. gna go home aft sch alr.
everyone's having their cca.
except for me, Fish. :/

& THANKYOU WEIXUAN HONEY :D
that letter, your concern, &everything.
you're loved. (:

BYEBYE.

see ah. rayrq thinks im very wenrou.
HAHAH :x
yah, ray ?(:
tm just now, ate kfc. (:
saw carmen & schvelle from prss. :D
hurhurs. michelle from damai too.
ohoh, and xinren, & weide.
hahah. i saw xinren ystd.
he style up his hair.
walked pass me, & stared.
so, i just SMILED :]
heeeeh. just now got 1 salesgirl asked whr i cut my hair.
so, it shows that, she thinks my hairstyle is nice ? :D
it's lik spike + long spike + v-shape laaaaah.
lol, stupid boyun, kept copying me :x
heheheheh. :D
he so cute siahhhhh . [:
loves *
don worry lah, im happyhappy alr.
hahah, cause got cute laogong. :]
& ray's un-wen rou-ness.
& lover's advice. (:
pictures will be upload tml ~
&my earhole kept bleeding.
i think. LOL.

misses *

im tired.
tired of giving in.
tired of unhappiness.
tired of questions.
tired of crying.
tired of explaining.
tired of asking.
im tired. im tired. i really am.
who understands ?
i did give in, but she don appreciate.
give me a break, please.
i don wna face anyone.
iny now.
i dno why, i kept on crying.
i dno wads the reason.
' forget it. ' ; ' nvrmind. '
sighs, take pills and never wake up ah ?
nah, i have enough of it. hurhurs.
____________________________
i changed. everything changed.
i missed those old times.
when everything seemed so simple.
i don't lik crying everyday.
i thought i could break friendship with you.
but when we talked, i cried.
how, how can i be strong.
it seemed lik everything came crashing on me.
i din wna express it, cause i don want others to worry.
yahs, forget it.
i need someone to hug now. ]:
i don wna end this friendship.
somehow, i regret.

nah, you don hafta worry about me. i'll be alrighht, soon.

i've got so much things to do.
but i'm happyhappy, love. :D
i wna go vivo. random :x
momma is sick, & now, imma new maid. ]:
heheh. sch reopeningggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.

:D

Boy, I regret it. I really do. im sorry for all those things I said, & typed. I miss you, a lot. I miss those times tgt, we played, we sajiao-ed, we tickle. You know, how much you meant to me. I cant lose you, I seriously cant. I want you back, I need you. I do love you, as much as before. My feelings don’t & won’t fade. I don wna give up on this relationship. 1 more week, to our 4month alr. Yes, we’ll last forever. My boyfriend, pig, zhuzhu, laogong, dear, hubby, you’re my everything. Imagine me without you. I won’t forget, all those memories & those things you said. dear, please. im sorry. remember, ' how we start, before we end. ' .
i need you back.

iloveyou.

MIA. tiring.
the same things happened again.
fcking down now.
gna MIA for a period of time ?

went back for pft, finished at 830 -.-
to tm with michelle, shona & weiqin & weijie.
hahah, was damn funny.
cause cs very dark, thn we wanted to go to the toilet.
thn very scared :x
kept run & shout. thn michelle take pics dao got ghost.
thn we faster chiong to boys toilet.
weijie & qin tio shockkeddddd. HAHAH.
anws, zilian for awhile. &emo, ):
spent all my $2o todayyyyy.
broke alr okay ! )))))))):
hah, & we saw carmen, joy, schvelle.
all from prss. but, only schvelle recognise me. (:
wakao. she damndamndamn pretty okay.
ahhhhhhh *, die.
went to 8oo plus, cause momma wna see doc.
thn me & michelle went to isabelle's momma shop to cut hair :D
cut V-shape, & cut my spike. (:
home, slept, went to cs for dinner.
vann sad, cause ______________________________.
thn she kept crying, makes me wna cry too.
wadever it is, girl, i'm always here for you. (:
went to toilet, called kaya.
thn kayx ans the fone, thn he scolddddddddd ME.
he say : boyun playing pool lah, don call lah, want call later thn call .
or something lik that. so fierceeeeeeee.
thn i very mad, stand on the chair kept ' EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. ~ '
till that cleaner saw me, & asked me to come down.
hurhurs. i want back my money.

BYE.

i miss you, but i bet, you don't.
we din talk for how long alr ?
you din even bother, do you ?
it hurts, so so so much.
since you don care, i think i might as well shut down this blog.

IMISSYOUIMISSYOUIMISSYOUIMISSYOU ):
&, others too.

back to sch tml.
dinner with aunt too.

i need to go MIA again.
tiring.

fever ? headache ? )):
having love sick luh.
lol, anws, nyhor went to re-pierce her nose.
thn her tears drop down lik ^*#!&(~ !
hahah, saw roubing, xiufeng, weibin &... at tm. :]
i don wna go genting.
fuckkkkkkk ~ tml class outing seh.
gahs. gna miss the fun, & everything.
boyf missing agn. :x
he playing MIA with me (?) LOL.
________________

; Reminds me of the day, when i was left alone, in a world, so cold.

remedial, was just a waste of my time.
went for bigbrkfast aft that, & saw dear.
shona & carmen went to jeanyip & cut their hair.
good laaaaah, only $18.
cause chenee got the card.
thn that guy who helped carmen cut her hair, so cute seh.
he's called ' x.kid2 ' LOL. (:
vann came aft that, thn shona went home.
sorry girl, din do project.
was moody aft that, dno why.
i suddenly miss love so much. he treat me coldly nowadays ?
MIA, tml to thurs. ):
miss meeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ (:

:D

I MISS YOUUUUUUUU ):

September2 ♥ :]

i was thinking about you today,
& i do that alot it seems.
you're always in my heart by days.
at night, you drift into my dreams.
i cannot shake these feelings for you,
but thn, i'd never had a desire to.
i wna feel you near me ,
when you're far away.
& those memories,
that comes with thoughts of you. (:

;

cousin came.
went for tuition.
met vann aft that, & went to tm.
find momma & we went for dinner. (:
went to popular cause cousin wna buy WaterBabies. :D
aft that we shopped awhile.
that stupid laogong of mine, kept saying she wna pierce her earbone, but she's OH-SO-SCARED.
sighs, i'm the only brave one. HAHAH. (;
bought my eyelights, & we bought hair extension.
spent hrs in the toilet just to put it on.
use darl's eyeliner, & she used my eyelight. :]
we kept repeating this ' all we need now is.............. C.A.M.E.R.A ): '
neoprint next !(: not bad. HAHAH.
but, i looked suckishhhhhh.
2days later, going genting alr.
gna miss dear, seriously. ):
i make sure, i'm gna spend all my dad's money.
so that eoy, we won't be going anywhr. (:
sch tml.

\ love.

} i came home early though my parents my parents said i could shop till 9. i thought i could spent more time with you. but 1hr later, you went out to slack with your friends aft asking me that question. you said ily, & went off alr. i din even have a chance to reply. you're my boyf, how you want me, not to worry for you ? sorry, if im doing too much. understand that, you mean the world to me. i tried very hard not to cry, &, i want us to be forever.

goodmorning, all. :D

cousin is coming later ? (:
i don have the mood to go swimming later.
i wna go giant, so many bags thr. :]
I WANT& I NEED bags. lol.
maybe meeting beloved tml.
see how nah.
dear just now complain i never cook for him bfore.
thn bake cookie, let him eat one only.
lol, not nice mah. next time thn bake lah ~
iloveyou , :D
im hungryhungry.
tuition at 1.30/2 - 3/3.30. (:
OHYESOHYESOHYES.
friday night, i went home from dear house.
thn at 9floor, i saw reeve, & his bro, i think.
i started laughingggggggg.
&, he walked pass me & say ' go eat uh ? ' thn walk away.
i din ans lah, but, i laughed more.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL. ):
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talking about results.
i think i passed all subs.
just that, i was damndamndamn disappointed in my chinese.
seriously, paper2 i got 40/70 ONLY. ):
paper1, worst. :/
gah. i think i'll join dear, in having f9.
SHIT THOSE PAPERRRRRRRRRRR LAH. ))))))))))))))))))))):

BYEEBYEEBYEEE.

I'M ROTTING AT HOME. ]:

guess wad i did today ?

i went to 844 & bought food, for me & dad.
& i saw that sec2 jys boy.
&, i THINK i saw michelle. (damai)
she kept staring looking at me.
anws, i bought my food, went up, ate.
aft that had milo dinosaur, and watched tv, &slept.

fck man :x i got stacks & stacks of newspaper waiting for me.
dammmmmmmmit. :/
tml will be tuition, & maybe, SWIMMING ? (:

shitshitshit. i'm thinking of another piercing agn. ):
cause shona's dad agreed for her 2piercings.
so i wanted to pierce with her.
AHHHHHHH. NO, I CAN'T. I CANNOTTTTTTT. idiot :/

byebyeeeee ~

heeeeello (:

ystd was kinda fun.
met at cheers with dear, shona & horny.
they went to sch, thn me & dear walked to maingate.
he don seemed happy. ):
i ignored it thinking he was just tired...
had morning assembly at parade sq, aft they did the workout.
but me, yf, horny, shona & shervon (?) went to the f&n room to heat up the things. :D
went down and up for so many times, ):
bigbrkfast time, yummyyyyyyyyyy ~
everything was nice, we bought : spaghetti, nuggets, sandwiches, chickenwings, hotdogs, 2 ( peachtea ; blueberrytea ; orangejuice ) , 1(lemontea, coke, pepsi)
lol, alot ehs ? gahs. when i was taking the food & eating too, the guys kept on saying : WAH, YOU EAT SO MUCH UH, SURE CANNOT GROW TALL ONE.
i went : :/
haiyahs, they never fails to suan me.
aft that, alot of things happened.
was late for the concert. cause my dearests cried.
mich, shona, huipin, jialin. ):
&, im lik the only one din cried.
aft sch, went to dear house awhile.
he still lik sad lah. thn i asked him wad happened.
he refused to tell ANYTHING. ]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]:
aft that, went to pcs. slacked, &719.
chat&chat. went to 735 find dear, played with the kids.
thn went to dear house. thn later, he sad agn.
dno wad his mom say siah. ):
lastly, i dno how/wad to blog anymoreeeee.
dear, cheerup okay ?

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